Yesterday, I was watching a program on TV about heartbreak and that got me thinking if I ever had one? I think most of the times, I may have had something like a heartbreak but I immediately moved away from it and saw the positives in my life. I really didn't analyse the negatives too deeply. Sometimes, I do feel that my life is a closed book even to myself and I need to say something to find that clarity or whatever that may be.
So, this is a view into what heartbreak is.
Heartbreak is....
- When you wholeheartedly support her higher study and she says that she actually went to study because she wanted to figure out if she wanted to live with you or not
- When you take your dad to her graduation because he is also family and she asks, "why did you bring him?"
- When you find out that someone else sends her red roses on her birthday
- When she tells you that she is doing office work and you leave her alone but she is Skype chatting with someone else about your life
- When you give up your ambitions for her success and she tells you that she doesn't want to live with you
- When you take time out to spend a one month holiday with her and attend her best friend's wedding; then she tells you that she doesn't want to live with you
- When she walks out of that door without even looking back and you come back to an empty house and feel shattered that you've failed
Obviously, this is only one side of the story. Whoever spoke loud and first is not right. For all you know, I could still be an ass.
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